i got my tickets for from first to last in the mail!!!
k actually its for fall out boy, hawthorne heights, all-american rejects and from first to last....i'm so flippin excited.

and i bought 2 tickets...so there is one up for grabs. actually no not up for grabs. if you're nice i might take you with me 

this is all contigent on me leaving this place...but its in 5 weeks and if i'm still here at that point then there really is no hope for me.

Valentine's Day...thankfully it went by without me ever thinking about the fact that i'm single. for the first time in my life i'm really okay with it. i have so many personal issues to work through before i ever get into a relationship with somebody else. and i'm just glad i've realized that now. when the right guy comes along that will be great. but i'm done looking and searching for it. and i'm not wasting my time on relationships that i know from the start are going nowhere.

and to completely change topics....my mother has to live with me for the next 4 weeks due to an unfortunate series of events that got me in a huge amount of trouble including the cops being involved. i almost got kicked out of the program and the funny thing is, i was the only person involved that was sober. go figure. so this will be fun to see how the two of us survive together. our track record isn't good.

hey everyone

this is alexa updating completely shitfaced

i am dropping out of school. whooooooo! no more concordia after next week!!!! yay for no school and working 65 hours a week.

k well have a good night kids

i know i will!!!! yay vodka!!!!!